Love struck

Heart racing
Lip biting
Ride into ecstasy
Toe curling
Hair pulling
Mmmmmmm baby give it to me
So much passion with every touch
The thought of you makes me blush
And gives me a rush
Like a school girl with a crush
Corny I know
What can I say
I smile when I think of the day
I saw you for the first time
Wow still blows my mind
I was in a funk
Love sick and heart broken
Feelin depressed and no words were spoken
Than from the corner of my eyes
I spotted what looked like a prize
Tall light and handsome
With a mustache too
Tryna be cool by not staring at you
But I felt a sigh of relief
Thinkin life is a funny thing
Just when I thought.
I'd never love again
There you were, perhaps we can be friends
A few months go by
And I think about you
Wondering are you thinkin about me too
Than the call comes
Again I sigh with relief
We set a date
I can't wait to meet and greet
To chat and chew
To find out what's up with you
The day has arrived
And I'm nervous as can be
Will there be any awkward moments between you and me
Eighteen years later
And still in love with you
Can't imagine my life without you
Through thick and thin
Ups and downs
Love and loss
And parenting our child
There is nothin I would change
It unfolded as it should
Some things bad and some things good
You are a blessing I can't say it enough
Everything you do
And everyone you touch
Is better for having met you
There's no doubt about our love for you

I can look at you now and still feel pride
That man is mine and he's so fine
Beautiful, from the inside out
Still loves me even when I pout
and act like a brat
You still have my back
What have I done to deserve such luck
Amazed by this man
He's got me love struck

Today's Affirmation

I may not be
your image of beauty
the perfect size whateva
I may not be
the prettiest girl
with skin that's high yella
I struggled with this
for many years
blinded by my own beauty
with tears
I am BEAUTIFUL
I am BIG
I LOVE every freckle and blemish
I really do
I can't be a better me
If I don't love what I see
I deserve HAPPINESS
and it starts with me
Working from the inside out...

'Big head'

I saw him today
He looks the same
Well, maybe a little thicker
But that doesn't matter
My heart still did a pitter patter
There was a sparkle in his eyes as they met mines
And his smile was the same
Made me smile
And remember the times we spent together
Butterflies and giggles
And passionate kisses
Then I remembered, he had a misses
My heart was broken, in too many pieces
He made me weak
I couldn't sleep
Never thought I'd make it through
He gave me the blues
That was a lifetime ago
We've both moved on
But he was the first to have my heart
And there will always be a spark.....

First Crush

Thinking about my first crush today
I would see him almost everyday
Commuting back and forth
In a pleasant way
The smell of the harbor
Beautiful ocean views
I noticed him noticing me
I noticed him too
'Big head' was my name for him
Hmmmm he never knew
It started out sweet
A friendly hi, how are you?
Days turned to weeks
We would often speak
I looked forward to seeing him
His cute face
And sweet grin
Oh and he had the prettiest skin
Beautiful and smooth
Sweet like dark chocolate
I began to crave him
Breath him
See him
Couldn't get enough of him
He liked me too
We kissed and it was like heaven
Wow it's been a long time since I've seen him
Wonder if he thinks of me too....

Painting

Alone in a room created for me
I can embrace the real Dawny
The one who loves passionately
Creating works of art boldly
Letting the paint and brush possess me
Listening to the spirit freely
I'm an instrument use me
Amazed at the work before me
I know that when I let go the spirit will guide me
The work will start to flow freely
Inspired by the elements around me
I continue to count my blessings

Time to paint....

Love is in the air

I wanna walk on the beach
and feel the sand between my toes
Smell the salty ocean in the air
Feel the summer breeze in my hair
I wanna hear the waves crashing
See the moonlight dancing
Make love under the stars
For hours and hours
I wanna celebrate life
Right here in paradise
I'm in the mood for love <3

It's Springtime

It's Springtime
and Love is in the air
It's so undeniably clear
'cause I can't stop smilin'
when I think of you
Hopin' you feel the same way too
We've had our ups
We've had our downs
My heart still smiles when you're around
Almost two decades
It's hard to believe
You've watched me grow
You've watched me grieve
An emotional roller coaster
A challenging ride
All these years you've been by my side
A true friend
My Love
My Sweet
It was destined that our hearts would meet
I AM in LOVE with YOU
It feels GOOD
Like Spring time in Paris