What could it be?

What could it be
That attracts you to me...
Could it be my personality 
Or the fact that I'm fat
Maybe you really like that
Don't worry I won't tell
You have a reputation to protect
Or maybe you think, 'cause my esteem is so low

I will simply just go with the flow
What could it be
About this less than perfect "beauty"
That keeps you sniffing around
Is it because I'm a challenge
A notch to attain
Are you just playing a game
What could it be
When no one is looking
Maybe you just want some home cooking
From this big mama
Or comfort when you feel stressed
That's what I do best
That must be it
Right?!?!

Built for comfort

Built for comfort, not speed
Here for those seeking good energy
When you feel sad, broken or blue
I'm the one to comfort you
Bring your worries and your stress
I'll take that burden off your back
and leave you feeling worry free
You'll walk away thanking me

I never thought it was killing me
I am helping a friend in need
That 's my role in this game
But what do I do with all your pain
Who comforts me in my time of need
I guess it's time for me to feed....

Please don't

Please don't patronize me with your "are you okay"
My body was built for disappointment and pain
Broad shoulders and big hands too
I can handle the pain I go through
I wasn't born yesterday
I don't need you to explain
That everyone does not have my best interest at heart
I figured it out

I'm pretty smart
So save your patronizing "are you okay"
It's the last thing I need to hear today!

Reason or Season

I miss the way it used to be
We could speak to each other freely
No holding back
Souls would connect
We both had each others back
But something has shifted
I'm sad to say
We just don't connect that much these days
I miss you
You miss me
We both miss the way it used to be
Feeling compelled to give you a call
when I do, there is a wall
Blockage
Barriers
Fences
Trees
The emptiness and sadness brings me to my knees
Crying and asking myself why
Why did this friendship have to die
Searching and looking for a reason
I guess it was meant
for just a season...

Fat girl

Yeah
I saw you whisper
She's fat
No shit
Yup
I'm fat
And on the beach
Wearing a bathing suit
Not cut off's and a Tshirt
A bathing suit
Pluz size
Big thighs
Close your eyes
I'm tired of hiding
This IS me
Every curve and dimple
Get use to it
It's hot
I plan on rocking this look
All effin summer
Peace out

For My Love

Hey baby...
I was just thinking about the first time I saw you...
You had that Al. B Sure, Christopher Williams look...
Tall and bright
My "type"
Moustache and dimples
Oh and that smile....
Wow....
Sexy, cute and crooked...
Yup crooked....
But it looks good.... on you
I love seeing you smile...
It makes me smile too...
and remember what falling in love feels like....
Niiiiiice
I'm smiling now as I write this...
I reminisce.....
Of our first trip....
Holding hands, giggles and fun
All under the Florida sun...
Shopping and dinning and making love...
We had so much fun
I remember the way you used to look at me...
It made me so happy....
I saw that look today
Still in Love
YAY!!!

Passion II

Passion
looks me straight in the face
calls out my name
over and over again
gives me permission to feel
everything that is real
Passion
kisses me on the neck
nibbles on my ears
tells me what I want to hear
grabs my hands and explores my desires
traces my deepest emotions
Passion
lets me know I am alive
gives me goosebumps at the slightest touch
I can't get enough
Passion
thanks for visiting me
I love your company
I wait for you again
you always return to me

because I AM PASSION